Monday, September 19, 2011
Henry Boker
I nearly called this blog "Henboker" because no one in the world knows who Henry Boker is--or ever was. That's why I chose him for my dissertation topic. As a young Turk at BYU trying to do an MA, I thought I was smart enough to do something significant about someone significant. When Robert Thomas said there were more than 2,000 articles on Herman Melville back in 1959, I began to wonder. Later, at the University of Oregon, the only school that liked me, I reached for the academic stars. Nothing. When time came to write a dissertation, I decided to try and write something insignificant about someone insignificant. The fact that my user name has been Henboker for five years with conflict or questions proves my graduate school dodge: I found one small tree in the middle of an endless Gobi desert. I remain alone, Jonah-like, without a gourd, without any bitterness towards Ninevah. I shared an exciting academic life with fellow faculty members and thousands of students at Ricks College and BYU over 37 years. There must be a moral here. My mother-in-law, enraged that I still hadn't learned or cared how to fold a wet umbrella the "correct" way, said "there are only two classes of people: slobs and those who do things "correct." My mind floated back to my neglected Charles Boker. My work was in neither class: slob-like or "correct." It was a mediocre job about a mediocre man. The blessing in my life is Herculean curiosity--a deep heart-felt and cerebral desire to know things. No polyglot here, just a man who arises each morning anxious about--let's see--my battered copy of Spanish for Dummies, or a rereading of The Bridge of San Luis Rey.
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I love the blog,dad...and the view of the Tetons...ahh. I think it's a fun way for the grandkids to keep in touch and learn from your musings...looking forward to more entries!
ReplyDeleteI must admit that it is somewhat disconcerting that several of the 23 circulation executives from the McClatchy Newspaper group seem to be glancing at me from time to time from their seats in a semi-darkened Conference Room located on the basement floor of the Hyatt Regency Hotel at the Dallas/Fort Worth Airport.
ReplyDeleteSome of these people must be asking themselves, "Is that guy who did the Rubik Cube presentation this morning tearing up? Does he have a cold? Or is he just having an emotional reaction to the clever functionality he and his team are demonstrating to us?"
Maybe all three is the real answer...reading this blog today in quick, hummingbird-like glances between our presentation, my email, and preparing for our next steps (from the front of the conference room) I find myself occasionally and quietly clicking a few comments on my keyboard in response to Dad's latest posting.
What an amazing guy, and now an author too huh? Yes. He always said he couldn't write and oftentimes droned on about his paltry prose. Well, I don't read big fat books, but I do read almost all day, every day, and this is definitely the most interesting stuff I've read in a long time. This stuff is "Golden Jerry, pure Gold"and it's a slice of your life ie "our lives"--those of us who claim their Oaky heritage, so please keep writing.
These anecdotes and memories will be recorded for the benefit of your family for generations to come, both the good things and the challenges. At first you didn't write much, but it sounds like "you're 'writin' a blue streak now, Jack!"